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[29 Aug 2005|08:52pm] |
So I think I'll update today. I am that bored! lol No, not really... ANYWAY! So summer is almost over. It's been a crazy one that's for damn sure. I think I will start at the beginning, more for my own enjoyment than for anyone's interest, I'm sure.
So at the beginning of May I finally called time on my relationship with Barry. I realized we had nothing in common and wanted completely different things out of life. Plus he drove me crazy and pissed me off to no end. And so sadly our love died. LOL whatever. I am much better off now without him. Very happy to be rid of that annoyance. And I have not heard from him since the day I ended it, so that's all fine and dandy.
During the month of May I started seeing a nice boy named Steve. It was kind of crazy because well I asked Andrew if he knew a nice guy and he said Steve was nice. So I started talking to Steve and it turns out we went to high school together but never actually spoke to each other. Anyway things were going well, we were having a good time. But then Myles (that jackass) decided to ask me out. Well since Myles and I have been friends for close to 2 years now (maybe longer) and since I always thought of him as kind of cute and a great guy, I decided to give it a shot. So I told Steve we would stop seeing eachother, but we're still good friends. Which is great :) because he's great!
So Myles... ugh what can I say. Basically after his 3 year relationship with Jen he pretty much used me and completely wasted our friendship on a rebound! Smooth move on his part. I honestly thought we were closer than that, but he revealed how little our friendship meant to him. Kinda hurt but meh guys are dicks and you get used to being screwed by them.
Conveniently though, while Myles was slowly becoming a wanker, I was becoming good friends with Aaron. We hung out all the time, he helped me out with school stuff, went shopping with me, and we'd go to the movies or just hang out. He was always there when I needed to bitch about Myles and he'd offer his opinions or suggestions. It was good times.
A few days after Myles FINALLY called it quits (after not calling me for like 3 days) Aaron sent me a lovely little text message one night when he was out drinking with his buddies, and I was at the bar with my girls. "Ur hot, wanna date sometime?" Well what girl could turn down such a romantic gesture. lol Anyway him and I started dating a few days later. and things have been going pretty well. Except for the two weekends ago when Aaron said we needed a "break". OH MY GOD was that a horrible weekend. But thankfully Laura and Steve were around to listen to my rants and to reassure me that he would come to his senses, which he did on Monday. And now everything seems to be flowing smoothly.
So it sounds like my whole summer had been spent flirting with boys, and the like. Oh but there's been so much more! I lost my job halfway through the summer. It sucked hardcore because I made so much! But it's not so bad now, I got two months off to relax before starting university again. We put in a pool this summer so I've had plenty of time to swim and tan. And I got to be a normal human again, no more midnights, I'm not a vampire now! YAY!
I also went camping twice with my friends this summer. And much fun was had by all! But I can't say there was no drama. Jamie got bitten by a dog when we went camping in May. That was crazy! But we all had fun, watching the guys in the campsite across from us as if they were our tv for the weekend. We hit up Giant Tiger pretty much every day, so much fun can be had in that store. And we just had a relaxing time. Camping in May is a little cold though, I ended up sleeping in my car one cold cold night. And I will forever be mocked for it.
Camping in August was a little more drama filled. There was some drinking involved, and emotions got out of hand. We ended up being evicted from the campground on our last day, which isn't so bad, but it caused a pretty big rift in the group. Everything is chill now which is great and thinking back the rest of the weekend was FAB! Swimming, playing frisbee, surfing on the air mattress, playing a 5 hour game of trivial pursuit on the beach. lol Good times.
This summer was very exciting and so much fun. I never had a dull day, well except maybe today lol! But no the whole summer turned out great. I'm very sad that it's coming to an end. School starts in less than two weeks, I'm excited and a little scared. I hope it turns out well. This update is ridiculously long and I keep thinking of things to add but for now I'm going to end it because I know no one is going to read it anyway! :P
For now I'm done...
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[09 May 2005|02:52am] |
I have not friggin updated in YEARS. Almost... anywho I'm at work (as always) and I am so friggin tired I feel like I am going to pass out on my keyboard. It just hit me all of a sudden. 3 more hours of work. And I actually have to work for at least 1 hour. I have stupid STUPID icr filing. Oh how I despise icr filing! STUPID! lol
On a happier note I GET MY BRACES OFF TOMORROW!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! YAY! BOOYA! I'm a little excited about it. And we're getting a pool, hopefully by the end of the month. BOOYA again! Other than that life is pretty normal...
Anyway it's time for me to cover the switchboard.. ugh
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[12 Dec 2004|12:24am] |
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Wow, I haven't updated in years. Well not really years but like at least 5 months . Anywho I was just reading my old entries (I get bored) and I read my resolutions from last year and I actually kept them! And fulfilled them! I find this amazing and crazy! Since no one ever actaully keeps resolutions. Mine were kind of necessary but I'm still happy I did them. Yay me! I do actually have more to update, like I went to see Cats today and it was GREAT! But right now I am really tired! So I will update later, hopefully!
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[16 Jun 2004|04:36am] |
Just a note...
Should Laura read my last post, it isn't about you! It's about my other "friends" from high school.
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[13 Jun 2004|10:19pm] |
| How to make a Brie |
Ingredients:
3 parts competetiveness
5 parts courage
5 parts instinct |
Method:
Add to a cocktail shaker and mix vigorously. Add sadness to taste! Do not overindulge! |
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[13 Jun 2004|10:18pm] |
| How to make a shortysquidget |
Ingredients:
3 parts intelligence
1 part silliness
1 part instinct |
Method:
Combine in a tall glass half filled with crushed ice. Add wisdom to taste! Do not overindulge! |
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[11 May 2004|06:16am] |
You have a free soul! As all the souls go, yours is
the most free-spirited and adventurous. You
like camping, hiking, or interaction with other
people. Your a social butterfly, but not
because of your style, but because of your
willingness to communicate with everyone. You
probably have close friends who can rely on you
because you always seem to know whats going on
in the world. You love music and are
free-spirited and someone fun to be around. A
born leader and great explorer-dont ever
change-the world needs more people like you.
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[14 Mar 2004|01:40am] |
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I hardly update my lj anymore. That makes me sad. Because lj makes me happy. Lol I am that simple okay! I haven't had anything to update about. And I still don't so I'm going to post about nothing of any importance, as always! No one actually reads my posts anyway lol.
My back has been killing me for two days. I don't know what I did. I think it's my bed *glares at evil bed* It's harder than the floor I swear to GOD! I'm not even kidding! Anyway I need a mattress topper thing real bad! My lower back, shoulders, neck, ribs, everything just aches. And I can't find any comfort. I've tried putting blankets under me, sleeping on pillows, I used a heating pad for my back last night. Nothing! It still hurts! Argh! My bed at Glendon was more comfortable. And that was a peice of foam! lol
I'm meeting Erik next Saturday. I'm rather excited, although I don't know what to expect. Nothing good ever seems to come from guys. At least not any guys I've ever known. Speaking of no good and guys. Chris keeps talking to me about how he wants me to come visit again. He "likes me." and "wants to hang out." Yea okay I'll fly right on down because McNabb wants to hang out. He didn't seem so interested the last night I was there. Guys suck!
Still no job, and no money. And no life. Yep everything is coming along nicely lol.
I just thought of more guys sucking. I talked to that kid Cory. Found out the reasons for whatever happened. They are completely moronic reasons, but what could I have been expecting from a 17 year old. I have decided that no good comes from dating younger guys. Okay wait like I said up there, nothing good comes from guys in general.
God my life sucks right now.......
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[28 Feb 2004|10:48pm] |
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All I want is to despise you. And it's something I can't do. I hate you more than you'll ever know. And you don't care. And this only infuriates me more. I wish you pain and unhappiness but it's useless and I'm the one in pain. Fuck you! FUCK YOU! I love you and I hate you and I am nothing to you. You are a horrible person!
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[26 Feb 2004|06:48pm] |
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[24 Feb 2004|09:16pm] |
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My dogs are laying behind me. Why? I don't know! But it's nice to have them keep me company. They love me.
I am so bored it's killing me! Everyday I wake up, look at my clock, realize I have no reason to get up, and then roll over and go back to sleep. This is nothing to be envied. Having no point in life makes me feel bad. lol I'm pointless! How wonderful.
So I had two job interviews last week, and I didn't get a call back from either of them. Oh well. I registered with some employment agency so maybe they'll find me some work! Anything! I just need some cash!
So there's this guy from MMTO who I kinda fancy. He's from Brampton. He's in a few bands. He's so my type! Tall, 6'6, and skinny and geeky lol. I dunno. He's playing a show at Masonic Lodge on March 20th and I'm going to force Laura to go with me. I asked him to get coffee after he plays. I hope he likes me lol. I'm the biggest loser ever. It would just be nice to have a boyfriend, or someone to chill with.
There's another guy from MMTO that I've been talking to for awhile. He lives in Burlington. He's a sweetheart. He wants to meet me, and eventually I'll probably meet him. I told him next time my friends and I go to Big Bucks I'll let him know and he can meet me there.
Olivia is going to visit Kim in London. I am so jealous! I would give anything to go to London! And Jeff is going to Europe in like 2 months! All these lucky people! Oh well once I get a job I can safe up and go to Europe myself! So there!
I'm going to visit Laura tomorrow. I look forward to seeing her since I haven't seen here in a long time. I miss her. I miss everyone. I was talking to Shauna the other night and she suggested we get an apartment together, or maybe I suggested it, who knows. The suggestion was made anyway. I thought it would be great to get a place in Mississauga cause all my friends are there and it's just close to everything. but then Laura suggested I just get my license and a car. And that would work too. But I can't do any of that without a job first!
One day everything will work itself out!
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[24 Jan 2004|02:49am] |
You represent... naivete.
So innocent and trusting... you can be very shy at
times, but it's only because you're not sure
how to act. You give off that "I need to
be protected vibe." Remember that not all
people are good. Being too trusting will get
you easily hurt.
What feeling do you represent?
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For some reason I don't think this is me!
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[23 Jan 2004|08:12pm] |
You are one of the few out there whose wings are
truly ANGELIC. Selfless, powerful, and
divine, you are one blessed with a certain
cosmic grace. You are unequalled in
peacefulness, love, and beauty. As a Being of
Light your wings are massive and a soft white
or silver. Countless feathers grace them and
radiate the light within you for all the world
to see. You are a defender, protector, and
caretaker. Comforter of the weak and forgiver
of the wrong, chances are you are taken
advantage of once in awhile, maybe quite often.
But your innocence and wisdom sees the good in
everyone and so this mistreatment does not make
you colder. Merciful to the extreme, you will
try to help misguided souls find themselves and
peace. However not all Angelics allow
themselves to be gotten the better of - the
Seraphim for example will be driven to fighting
for the sake of Justice and protection of those
less powerful. Congratulations - and don't ever
change - the world needs more people like you.
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[22 Jan 2004|09:29pm] |
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SO EXCITED! I get to go away! I nevr go anywhere! I haven't left Ontario since I moved here! That's SAD! But I'm going away! My parents agreed to let me go to Fredericton for 10 days! Now I know this may not be exciting to any of you. You're probably thinking, who wants to go there... Well I do! So fuck you! I'm happy and excited! I get to go visit everyone! And see my home town! And Stay with Shauna, who lives across the street from my old house! MY HOUSE! MY HOME! MY YARD! I'm so excited! This is going to be so fun!
Man maybe I can convince Shauna that we should drive to Nova Scotia for the weekend... lol Okay now I'm pushing my luck! But oh man! I'm going to come back and talk like a maritimer and it's going to be great!
SO FUN! I get to book my plane tomorrow, and then I'm leaving ON TUESDAY! I mean I don't even have to like wait 3 months or anything! I'm leaving next week! Like in 5 days! Oh wow!!!! WOW!!!!!!
This is big news to me!
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[20 Jan 2004|01:42am] |
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So I was looking into schools today. I still don't know exactly what I want to do but these are the places I'm looking into doing "it" at...
Colleges: Humber, Seneca, Sheridan
Universities: Queen's, Mount Saint Vincent, Brock and Waterloo
Yea I don't really know. Any suggestions or thoughts? Ideas...
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[14 Jan 2004|11:33pm] |
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Oh I am incredibly cranky! Like OH SO CRANKY! Like could I BE more cranky?!
Well, yea, probably... I'm really not that bad.
Well today wasn't so bad. I woke up early, around 12:30 (hey that's early for me!) and I made Kraft Dinner for myself and daddy. Then I wrote a bunch of cover letters. Then I took a warm bath. Then cleaned my room and watched some of my new Friends season (season 4, I only need one more season and then I have all the seasons that are out so far!). Yea, my life is boring!
So I made out with Matt yesterday! It was fun! He's so pretty. Yea... it sucks! bah I'm so sick of guys! And them being all, male-like and stupid! And I'm so sick of not being in school, and not having a job! And not living in Mississauga like everyone else I know! And not having a license! And ARGH! I have no life!
BAH!!!!!!!
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[12 Jan 2004|09:53pm] |
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I went to visit Mr. Lain today. It's always nice to see him. My favorite teacher. He's a guidence counselor now, I think that's very cool. So I stopped in for a visit. I also wanted to ask him a few school related questions. So he gave me some guidence, very helpful. Mr. Lain is great, lol.
So I thought about everything he told me, and thought about my interests, and my goals. I've been going around in circles with all of this for months. But I think I may have come to a decision. Although I said that when I decided on Biology, and now that idea is out. Anywho my new idea, for now, is Business/finance in college. I've been looking at Humber, Seneca, and Sheridan. I don't know which has the best program, but they all seem fairly similar. I kind of like the looks of the program at Seneca, but I need an OAC math, which I don't have, so I dunno. Blah, why did I take such pointless classes in high school? Yes, because I was lazy, but at least I had really good grades, for the most part. Blah, when I think back I realize I could have easily passed all those Advanced Math classes that my counselor and my General Math teachers kept pushing me towards, but I never took them. And I love Math, so it's just weird. Ontario really fucked with my head!
In other news, my wrist is still fucked up from the ivs. Pain just won't go away and I've been wearing a wrap for the last few days. Hope the pain starts to go awaysoon, or I may go to my doctor. I went to the ortho and the surgeon today. Very fun. No, I'm lying, it wasn't fun at all. It's so annoying to go, my surgeon just looks to see how I'm healing, my ortho just looks for god only knows what reason. Everything is going to stay the same for the next few months, and then hopefully my braces are coming off. I think I'll have a party when I get my braces off. lol, Yea I think that sounds fair to me! And I'll chew gum and eat sticky foods and carrots and whole apples without a knife, okay, no, I won't eat an apple without cutting it first. I don't like to eat apples the "normal" way. It's fun to cut them!
I like rambling on here. It gives me something to do. I wrote in my actual journal today. Haven't done that in awhile. Yea, I don't share everything with livejournal, so there. I need some new dvds and some new books. Any suggestions?
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[08 Jan 2004|11:35pm] |
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I'm am so cold... so very cold...
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[30 Dec 2003|04:46pm] |
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I just saw a great movie and wanted to tell everyone! You should see Whale Rider! It's so touching and just wow, it's really amazing! I loved it! :) See it man!
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